A word I hoped I would only use in my past. Yet here it is again in my present and probably in my future as well.
The word haunts me and my body.
I am at my breaking point.
Everything is falling apart.
The words, "I need thee every hour" keep coming to my mind as I just keep thinking "what is in store for me?" "is there a plan?" "how much more do I have to endure before I see a bright spot?"
I have been racked over the coals and I wanted to come out shining like a diamond but I fear I will just be ash.
"Oh I need thee every hour oh Gracious Lord. No tender love like thine can peace afford. I need thee oh I need thee...oh bless me now my Savior I come to thee!"