It was scary.
I still did it.
Now the waiting begins. I might hear back, I might not. I might get it, I might not. At least now I know that I did everything in my power to make it work. I can say at least I tried.
I hope and pray that I can and will continue to be lead and guided. That I will know what is best for my family and I will be able to act in the best interest of my family.
I pray over and over that Heavenly Father will bless me in these endeavors. I know He has to this point but my prayers need to continue.
I am so grateful for a merciful Father in Heaven. I am grateful for my blessings. Now more patience is being taught to me as I wait.